1, 2, 3 BLOOOGGG


When i opened wordpress tonight..the first thing that fell into my eye was the write button. It somehow seems new because i havent blogged in exactly 78690345000 days , well not the exact number but i havent blogged in like forever! days spent not blogging  are days of pain and disappointment in myself..and if i cant write am miserable so i have been miserable since my last blog post!


write..it felt like someone was watching me and new i deeply inside need to write. I don’t have to know how, i don’t have to know what, since being in control of that is overrated. Neither am i going to beat myself over why i haven’t blogged in a long time, and how i feel like i have let down my readers. I cant blame myself for that, since my blessing in disguise came as “MEDICAL SCHOOL” if you know what i mean.


The now is what i have, and let me use it. My one week Christmas break officially starts today! and since i not only hate Christmas but also have no plans for the entire season , other than stay in bed, ignore my face and hair  then eat..and get fat!


My Christmas present is going to be spamming wordpress with my blogging..until exams do us apart..

I have missed every single thing about wordpress..about blogging, about amazing people and what they have to say through their writing!





“Writer’s block : THE REMEDY”


Before i started writing this post i took a peek at my  blog views today, and no wonder they were embarrassing  because am a lazy brat these days.but i thought to myself that i know how to fix it.  Write as easy as that!

Now that the decision is made the big question is what to write ?? And the answer was nothing fastest answer from the brain! and then i realized i have just written a 2 page email to a friend and that no one was dictating me what to write.


I don’t believe there are times where there never is something to write, we are just at times a little obsessed with idea of what is going to make our posts just perfect have most likes and comments.



The only thing that could stop us from writing is if we woke up one day and our thoughts had disappeared. We have billions of thoughts and voices in our heads all the time even when we sleep we dream. Our brain doesn’t rest neither does the world and it’s happenings. We still have nothing to write?? honestly, truth is we just don’t start. or we don’t know what to chose from countless options. You can chose anything, write for you, for the good things writing makes you feel, for the comfort ans escape it can be then the rest doesn’t really matter that much


And tada! the post i never wanted to write is finished!

The lovely blog award!


Despite the fact that i haven’t been an active blogger in the past month, i have been surprised to be nominated for several blogging awards and all times i was like seriously? do people even still read my blog but one rare trait of wordpress especially my readers is loyalty i thank this amazing woman SUZE from SUZILAND.NET, who believes in my writing and thinks its a lovely blog i have here. and also because of the loveliness of my blog i got nominated by NAM  from REALITY THROUGH FICTION! so lets get this done

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1.I only look good with short hair, well its not a rational but many would agree!

2.What i was born with is an artistic mind, that sings, draws, and writes but i feel called to do medicine and nothing is more thrilling , yet writing is my first love.

3. Am more motivated to do things at the last minute especially studying for my exams (am not proud of it)

4. I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder

5. Most people think am quiet, but heck am not!

6.Am  a first class insomniac

7. The easiest thing for me to write is poetry



1. Happily eller after her blog is new but really lovely

2. Pleasant street deep sensual poetry

3.Simple dimple writes in a fun and sweet way

4.Over analyzing literature i love this blog simply

5.Reality through fiction this is one of those blogs i can nominate for any kind of awards because it’s so worth it!

6.Her breaking point strong beautiful woman that inspires me to be great and proud of who i am through her poetry and other posts

7.Sacred touches amazing inspirations and musings for each day

8. Ancient skies five star poetry!

9.Home hugs and huskies this is another blog i would nominate for any kind of award without a second thought i love this blog

10. Victor not Victim i admire how brave you are to tell your story through your posts and it inspires me to not be afraid of my own truths your blog is lovely

well i could go on and on, but i have more than a hundred lovely blogs in my reader,

P.s no need to post this again if you have already been nominated, but its good for you to know i thought you are deserving!

love and kindness xx




HELLO IT’S ME, everyone please have a banana, if you hate bananas have a minion, if you hate minions well have a glass of water its good for your health!! smiles smiles smiles, am finally back. and am offering all those things because you have been patient, and stayed amazing while i was away. Here i am back feeling alive and beautiful! but still i owe you an explanation for my absence!

To be honest it feels like i haven’t blogged for the longest time possible. and well last time i checked blogging was my latest addiction. The reason behind me being absent is a pile of things including: a hard exam i was studying for, the planning of my trip and moving, the lack of enough Internet, and above all a shitty mood i’ve been in for over a week.

My exam is done now and went terribly terrible! like what the hell am i even still doing in school honestly? just kidding i gotta get through this like a boss! The trip is half done, am spending another 3 hours in a car on Saturday, packing was such a pain and blah blah blah ! The shitty mood is kind of improved but i still want to sleep and eat more than getting up on my butt and getting work done! so congratulate me for the write up!

did you realize i was absent? did i miss out on something ? drop and link!  and finally do you have any tips on how i can improve my mood and get over the moving anxiety?

Love and Happiness xx

I’ve been nominated for the Creative blogger award!


I have been nominated by the beautiful  Lindsay of Home hugs huskies she has the most amazing mommy blog but also talks about a variety of things,  she makes me look forward to motherhood in a realistic way.she is brilliant and a very good writer i have to admit am hooked to her blog! and am honored that she thought of me! so i thank you Lindsay for nominating me!

5 Facts You Didn’t Know About Me:

  1. i hate breakfast with a passion
  2. I never sleep before midnight
  3. the first book i ever read was snow white its French version ” Blanche Neige et les 7 Nains” it opened up my love for books
  4. i can eat fries everyday of the year and still like them
  5.  I am more energized in the night than the day!


And the Nominees

Anjalimeow Because she has the most amazing poetry on her blog and she writes it in such a way that i feel like its my voice talking, she writes the same poetry i could write if we had the same mind! her blog is a beauty!

The girl who fears oblivion Not only does she have great girlish posts that i relate too so much, she is very friendly and a great support, she replies to every comment, and talks to you as an old friend, she is very sweet and brilliant, she has a young and soft spirit

By Brighton beach She is a young mom that shares her journey through motherhood and life in a realistic and beautiful way, when i read her blog it gives me the impression oh having someone talking calmly to me, being honest and herself, she is also good at be friending people, i love her!

Sratchesandscribbles This guy is among the first bloggers i got to connect with when i first started blogging, he helpt me into feeling more welcome in the blogging world, he is eager to share her personal life with people to make long conversations and am just a fan of his blog, he is that one blogger i never forget about, his way of writing is full of life and warm!  and he is as creative as hell when it comes to fiction that feels like reality! he is a star

Typedemotions When i read her posts i fell connected to the younger version of me, when i was in high school obsessed with words and poetry, except that she is way better than i’ve been she has a beautiful innocent soul of a woman that speaks from the heart, her poetry is one of those that make you want to run and find a paper and write your own am always inspired and surprised by her words.


Accepting and passing on this award is not mandatory and you are under no obligation to participate. Some of you may have been nominated for the same award in the past or you may not have the time to participate. Please know that either way I consider you an awesome and creative blogger and it is my pleasure to nominate you.

i recognize every other blogger on my reader who keep me inspired and motivated. i couldn’t nominate more but you all are a great source of strength and inspiration, you are creative, and beautiful people!

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I hope you all have a creative and beautiful weekend!

Day 6 :” The meaning behind my blog name”


Hush speak softly
First of all my domain name isn’t hush speak softly but hush speak soflty..lol and you would probably wonder why. well everything else was taken when i typed it in it said available in less than second right! wanna know why? because it was a typo!!! and you might have realized by now from my posts, that am the queen of typos. That’s because editing is a pain in the neck.

I had tried” writing love on my arms”, but then I realized the story of writing love on my arms isn’t one that i want to label anything with. I then i tried” no ordinary girl” it was taken, and i didn’t want any weird numbers on it, and i wasn’t in no way going to pay for it! Well i think that maybe”no ordinary girl” would have done the trick too. Instead i realized i wanted something personal, something that felt close to me, my story and my personality.

Hush speak softly says it all ! it explain a million things but most especially a story of a silence broken gradually into soft whispers until the voice turns into a roar that resounds. and I see it becoming true everyday ,as i merge into embracing myself and letting out my muffled sounds, after 3 weeks of blogging i keep on letting go off the fear of being me, letting go off the shame that comes with voicing the imperfect portions of me, or opinions that may not be shared by many, or things that nobody wants to talk about because they are sad and scary because it is part of what I’ve got to tell..and its my truth i intend to use.

Hush speak softly is a lullaby to myself, when my mind is heating up and am fighting with my self, with the mind chatter that doesn’t want me to be. That lullaby makes my true voice win, reminds me that am more than the flaws and the things that go wrong. that I don’t have to spend my whole life explaining to the world that am true, if i know the truth what else matters? its like a voice that tells me to take a deep breath through recollection, silence and letting all the important stuff matter instead of the mind chatter the voice of me being my own enemy..

It’s called hushh speak softly because secrets are told in whispers ❤