Aches have been pulling me up like stitches
this agony of wanting you..
the insatisfaction of having you
but not having you whole
having only a half of you
aches in my nails that want to be dug deep in you
close but not close enough , wondering
how close enough would be enough for me?
even inside of your skin would feel like miles away
aches running in the veins of me
wondering if only it could be, then how it could be?
loving you..but not loving you only
loving you that it couldn’t feel any more lonely
aches creep up like an incurable illness
in my diseased conscience..
effects of your careless tenderness burn
aches, a muse to my kind of scared loving
silencing this evil yearning..
born of our midnight sinning
aches like a much cruel sentence
but guilty I plead endless
and endlessly I will ache..for you